I’ve had 10am Gare du Nord by Keaton Henson on repeat for the past week and I still want to cry when I listen to and I don’t think it’s healthy but it’s just so… Ughhhh

Anonymous asked
I love you just because.

I appreciate the sentiment but you cannot love what you do not know!

Anddd if you were, or whoever was, the anon that sent me the other really sweet message it’s not being ignored it is just really lovely and I want to keep it for myself. I am selfish like that!

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Waxahatchee | Clumsy 

I know I’ve fucked up. I’ve put people through hell
Well, I guess I just don’t know myself that well
He forgives, forgets and he thinks that I’m uptight,
and I’m learning about loneliness each night 

allmymetaphors:

april’s goal is learning to thank people who have hurt me rather than resenting them 

allmymetaphors:

april’s goal is learning to thank people who have hurt me rather than resenting them 

Things I wish I had known before..

The scars will not go away.
They will itch.
The numb parts will stay numb.
They hurt to touch.
Shaving will never be the same.
The ones you didn’t take care of get worse. Skin sags.
The scars will not go away.
Kids will ask what happened.
People will stare.
Employers will ask if you’re mentally stable enough to hold a job.
They will get sunburnt, and stand out more.
They define every outfit you choose to wear for the rest of your life.
They are the reason sex with the lights off is the only sex you’ll ever have.
You never get used to seeing them,
But you never forget they are there.
People touch you and you flinch. Don’t touch me there, there, there or there.
You will feel disgusting, disgusting, disgusting for the rest of your life.
The scars do not go away.
They do not go away.
They will not go away.